I have never really tried articulating my thoughts and feelings in prose before but being open to new things I am going to try.I just want to try to describe how much has changed since I met a wonderful lady with whom I have a connection unlike anything I have experienced before in a long and varied life. yes that was an opening to snark at my grey hairs.I think that I have always held back a part of myself for fear of my strength overwhelming the one I am with. To find someone who embraces me for who I am and seems to instinctivley know what I feel and think is a new and exciting prospect. Unlocking the closed doors in my soul and sharing those things that have been locked away with someone who will cherish them is an experience I have long yearned for in life.
trusting and being trusted. inconceivably comfortable with someone in a way that most people look a lifetime and dont find. well, i think that that is enough prose for a first sitting. now i must go mull though my wants and needs and try to delineate them to myself, wich is always the hardest of all things to do
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